Saturday, October 07, 2006
waah...as tyme flies by...my feelings for u grew...eventhough u dun quite noe me...but i seems to noe u very well...i dunnoe if im judging u or izzit dat i hav understand u...its hard to b wid the one u love...cos u wouldnt b sure if dat person will love u back...argh!!!y izzit hard to see anotehr hart...if only wen can reach pple mind...den we will understand each other beta...kinda sad...i cant the courage to noe u very well...y is dat???to me i cant find anitin to please u...*still waiting for u...*
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Friday, October 06, 2006
well wen out todae wid my classmates...takde semangat siah classmate melayu kiter...haiyoh...semua penting diri sendiri...ader yg malas...alermak...ngade2 siah...wen to kedai Bapak Aeen...kat kallang...saw Afiq...he werkin dere siah...haha...terkejot siah nampak die....den duduk2 skali nmpk si Syahirah!!!alermak...aku terkejot siah...cos she came wid guis kiri kanan naek motor...aner tak terkejot...dier sorang pompan....den aku order larh makanan....mutton chop...dah larh lapar order blum sampai...kiwek...den lepas makan g geylang jln2...okie alrh geylang...beta den Bugis!!!Bugis merepek siah...chibai...haha....lepas jln2 si Anwarul Azmi ngade2....nak balek arhx...kental...chibai...die bukannye alek...dier nak lepak gan sedare die...alarh lepak uat aper siah...stakat duduk situ bobal kosong....itu lepas trawih bleh pe...lepas jln2 si Anwar pnat pulak...nak duduk...kiter g arhx Joo Chiat kat atas skali...dkat gan umah2...den duduk situ...den arnd 10 kiter akt kaki jln...naek train...aku sorang ler alek...si anwar g tamp...chibai...mendak jugak klua nari...haiyoh...laen kali kiter kena plan btol2 siah...haha...
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
Wad am i doin in lurve???hmm...deres a thought dat kept ringging in my head...love...was dat dat four letter mean???sum pple have sae different meaning to it...to me its simple...its all about sacrificing...but do pple have dat thought in his or her mind???nt sure...cant read pple mind...haha...but reali is a dere a nid to love sumone wen u noe dat u cant get dat person???well u can try ur own luck...but me...i always fail in dis situation...im always prepared to sacrifice...but y did i kip failing???im always makin u try to accept me...its so hard juz to please sum gerls...and i intend to nt give up on gerls...but now i understand...can sumone show me the true meaning of true love???if dere is such meaning as true love...cant see in pple now adaes....cos usually i see gerl and gui making out and had sex b4 marriage...hmm...dunnoe arhx...hu am i to comment on other couple wen i dun hav one...well i did love sumone wid all my hart...but she juz disappear without a werd...kinda sad...mayb i did sumtin wrong...haiyah...how am i to noe wad i did wrong wen u wont even tok to me???izzit dat im too protective....i shld b to u...cos ure my furz ever true love...fcuk...cant u see the chemistry dat we had together???everione seems to see it..but dunt u???well im nt cut out to b boyfriend material i guess...well wad to...dis is my life...i shld b alone...not to b wid a gerl...its kinda sad...but single = freedom...i like it ever since...tanx to all my frens whom always dere to lend a helpin hand...appreciate it alot but i never show it to u guis...tanx....Zakuan, Eddy, Saiffudin, Raudah, Amrul, Jessica, Raimi....u are born wid gift to help ure frens eventhough u had prob of ure own...
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
slept at 7am again todae...wakau...dunnoe y arhx kip slippin late...i tink cant slip or juz tinkin bout sumone...been distress slippin...haha...dunnoe wad happen arhx...wake up at 215pm...den slip again den wake up at 4pm...den wen to the toilet to wash my face...den straight awae go plae comp...haha....den chatted wid Raudah and check my email...den afta dat go bathe...todae my bro and his wife cuming here to breakfast here...haha...dey bringing my fave nephew...so kiut...dey reach arnd 515 like dat...den my mum reach hme 30mins afta dat...waiting for tyme to breakfast...i played wid nephew...kaes alrh show u sum pic...
his hair is always up...never put wax oor jel...its natural...kewl beckham...haha...hes the apple of my eye...he love to smile and never cried....strong boi...ouh ya...hes name Aqmal Naufal...haha...
1:24 am
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Monday, October 02, 2006
haha...wen to buke at bugis...haha...was suppose to mit arnd 530...reach dere at 545...kol Hidzir...he reach olreadi...den mit him outside MacDonald...waited for Zart and Anwarul...den waited arnd 7 mins den Zart reach...kol Anwar...he sae he at bugis...waiting for us...den we tell him at MacDonald...afta dat he reach at 6...pantat...kate dah smaapi tapi lame siah tunggu si beruk tu...den we go activate to kedai makan...to my usual eating place opp of parco junction...reach dere arnd 610...nmpk matair nie dah buke dulu...haha...den si Anwar byk comment...kate aper larh dier orang nie semua...den i sae thier prob arhx...den wen 2nd floor and order our food furz...gt pple dere olreadi...but not so pack...its until arnd 620 den packed like one sardine siah...haha...saw Azlinda and fam...dey oso buke at dere...tak tau siah dey oso noe the place...ouh ya...i bring Azlinda the place laz puasa...then saw Raudah sis...Aysha...lawa siah...haha...bleh tahan arhx...she cut hair too short siah...i still prefer she gt long hair...look elegant...haha....den we waited for our food...arnd 658, other orang uat annoucement sae "CAN BUKE OLREADI"haha...funnie siah...den si Anwar g kol his mum to confirm...den we buke...afta eat we proceed to Bazaar at bugis...the Suria Carnival...i feel like dis yr tak mengacam siah...nt fun like dat...we go jln2...the place like boring arhxnot much stuff...den we proceed to kampong glam...thought of smoke sheesha...den takut check age arhx...we still unda age wad...den we juz go walk2...cant tink where to go...den we go plae pool...at Pool Fusion 2...haha...played wid them for one hour...afta den mengidam makan TAKOYAKI!!!haha...wen back to the Bazaar...den i go buy...den we sit one corner at the back of the Bazaar...gt sum place to sit arhx...arnd 1100 we wen hme...tired arhx...den reach hme go plae ps2 for awhile...si Raudah suruh aku kol die...for Thurs plan...she ask me to online but my bro using com...so waited till he finish plaeing...arnd 1230 he finish...den wen online...chatted wid Raudah and Zart...afta dat Raudah log off...she ask me kol her...den kol her...conference wid Yana M and Raudah...haha...funnie siah...dsturb each other...den Raudah ask Nazurah,Aeen and Diana conference too..den Diana sae wanna kol never kol...haha...den we tok2...tok shit....den aeen put down the fone...den left me, Raudah,Yana n Naz...den Yana put down...she never sae bye to us siah...she juz cut it down...den left me and the 2 gerls...den we gt other name....Yazid aka Fadzli...Nazurah aka Adrianna...Raudah aka Dj Chill(cos she played song and she tok like one dj and dis one i juz name her arhx)...haha...the i tok about ghost stories to them...then its the end....dats it...too long siah i write...finger tired siah....tata
2:55 am
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
To tell u all the truth...im gettin bored of my life...and dis isnt a death wish...its juz a comment frm wad i have encountered during my life...well...i always wonder wad had happen if i were to lose my memory of everitin...hmm...i wouldnt noe hu am i...wad im doin wid my life...hu are my frens...my enemy...is dere purpose for me to live???u will tink dis wen u have lost ur memory....well its beta u lose ure memory...cos u noe the person dat love u will take a great care to u...isnt dat true???isnt dat wad pple wan???to b cared???well i wish i could do dat...and dis isnt a death wish...juz wonder wad will ure live b wen u nid to befriend all of ure frens!!!haha...dey will b like..."erm.. do i noe u or sumtin""do u noe wads my name""i dont noe u... neither do i noe myself"haha...well...well it wont hurt to day dream...juz let ure dream take u to everywhere...u shld b free like ure dream...its wad u shld do...u shld never feel sad nor angry...dis are all emotions dat u cant control...u shld b hapie all the wae...well a smile is a disease...u shld try to smile at pple...dat pple will smile...den he/she will smile to others...den so on...haha...it can spread like hellfire...so do it often...a smile isnt a crime...u would nt go to smile jail if u smile...its juz how u enjoy ure dae everidae...well pple sae "i live the dae like it was like the end of the werld"but would u noe how is the end of the werld will b???hmmno1 can ever noe...haiyoh...now actually bored...haha...but it make sense...care for sumone u love...treasure them...b hapie...dun let sadness or anger control u...let happiness to control...u shld b strong mentally and physically...well gtg...wanna have a "Break Fast"..haha...
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