Saturday, September 30, 2006
well...afta sahur cant slip...so played game...The Godfather...haha...nice game...so arnd 7am i slept...arnd 4pm..wake up hear my mother askin me to "bangun"...she sae cant slip during fasting tyme...its true wad...im nt tired den i slip like one pig...no gud siah...hmm...so i wake up freshen up abit...of korz bathe larh....den mum ask me go take bubur at mosque...alah....dis is wad i hate...take bubur...alone...hmm so nehmind...i wear my long track pants and my soccer jersey to the mosque...den reach dere juz take bubur....never look at the gerai selling food for buke...i juz walk awae...i wan to go hme fast cos wanna plae comp siah...haha...dats y...now here bloggin....haha...lata at nite i continue...
5:00 pm
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Friday, September 29, 2006
how stupid am i???very stupid!!!!wad the fuck!!!chibai siah yazid....kau larh paling bodoh dlm dunia kau...kau nak orang dgn kau tapi kau menghilang tiap kali kau ader member baru!!!pala butih siah prangai aku sendiri...haies...y im saeing like dis???cos i read a fren's blog...MIMI!!!tankiew for telling sorry to me..but it wasnt ur fault...i read ure blog and it was completely my fault...so fucking stupid of me...i thought i gt everitin...but now i noe...i lost everitin wen im tryin to get another one...u understand???dis is make for onli those has the stuidest mind...like me...i didnt treasure everione around me...to tell of u the truth...i wan to b seen by everione...i wan to the funnie one, the helping one...now i noe it doenst to b dat....i can b myself around pple...cos i noe dey will never run awae frm me if i did no wrong...aarrgghh!!!y did it take so long for me to realise it...chibai larh yazid...ure stupidiest person man...argh!!!haies...nehmind den....u beta budk up siah...make ure frens hapie now...mimi and other pple...sowrie for wad i did....i would sms to all of u...but my ppd low...so wanna sae it on my blog hoping u all see it...tanx...
4:08 pm
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
You were daddy's girl nice and sweet
Never in trouble mommy's honey
Little child who just couldn't see
The pressure from her so called friends
Was simply too much
The monkey slowly climbed on her back
Offering an aid for her pain
Giving love and care
No-one cared, no-one cared...
Fragile like a rose on the snow
Eating all your strength and your money
Living in the shade day and night
Never letting sunshine in your eyes like before
Cannot shake the monkey off your back
Did I see a spark on your eye
Was it just the last light of hope
That died, hope that died
"Forgive me, Father, my daily sin..."
How can I forgive you, never leave you
You know that if you live like, you will die like
Haven of Emotion, Mournful Ocean
Heiress of the Evening Sings in silence
"I need to have now, my daily sin..."
For all your life I prayed for time
To show you where the light lies
Now this is the end
One rose for the memory of the innosence...
3:38 pm
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,I'm shy and turn my head away.Working late in diner Citylite, I see that you get home alright.Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me.Sometimes I'm Wondering why you look me and you blink your eyeYou can't be acting like my DanaI see you in Citylite diner serving all those meals and thenI see reflection of me in your eye, oh pleaseTalk to me, show some pityYou touch me in many, many waysBut I'm shy can't you seeObsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",I write on paper and erased awayStill I sit in diner Citylite, drinking coffee and reading liesTurn my head and I can see you, could that really be youSometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eyeYou can't be acting like my Dana?I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away fromReflections of me in your eyes, oh pleaseTalk to me, show some pityYou touch me in many, many waysBut I'm shy can't you seeI see, can't have you, can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see youBut I don't understand how you can keep me in chainsAnd every waken hour, I feel your taking power From me and I can't leaveRepeating the scener over againSometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eyeYou can't be acting like my Dana?I see your beautifull smile and I would like to run away fromReflections of me in your eyes, oh pleaseTalk to me, show some pityYou touch me in many, many waysBut I'm shy can't youBut I'm shy can't youBut I'm shy can't you see...
12:58 am
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Monday, September 25, 2006
well...afta buka puasa...i wen mit my frens to trawih...haha...met them arnd 745 at KFC...dah semangat siah g trawih...at last dapat tau member taknak g...kate byk alasan...alermak...aku dah weak g2 mcm...terpakse aku g bsk...abeh chill gan dier org nak mengutuk2 orang...chibai...kate bulan puasa nak baik2...taknak uat jahat...tapi selain crite yg berlaku...masibat btol...haiyoh...tapi aku tak kesah...aslkan dier org tak babit kan aku...haies...den nw juz postin about stuff...wad to do...bored siah...chat wid my old frens...cos wanna catch up bout old tymes...well gtg...wanna slip...lata angun puasa liat siah...
2:36 am
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
Well...todae is the first dae of puasa...well i didnt slip until 3 sumtin...had my sahur alone at 230...cos dunwan to wake up at 4 arhx...so i ate rendang ayam and nasi goreng...while watchin soccer...Man Utd and Readings...wad a cum back for man utd...alermak....furz readings lead...den c.ronaldo make a shot outside penalty box...nice shot...still cant believe dat Arsenal has getiin its motivation back..dey won against sheffield utd...yeah!!!3 - 0 man....so kewl...
4:14 pm
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12:24 am
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