Saturday, September 23, 2006
here at hme juz bored too hell...fcuk...haiyoh...plan semua kena tanggung...chibai...laz min semua cancel siah...mcm siak siah...bingit siah hati...asl semua mcm sial arhx???aku aru nak lepak mcm lame....tapi semua nak buih...alermak...slalu gini...padahal plan smlm sak..tapi aku dah nak klua umah sak abeh laz min cancel...kalau tau aku g kampong glam...lagi gerek...pembukaan...haies...dah larh aku dah tak reti gn orang zaman skrg...nak buih...beta dun put high hopes on ur frens...u b sad in the end if it didnt werk out....
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been feeling kinda low lately...not juz lately but a long tyme a go...deres a part of my heart still kept the sadness of my life...dis part will never b unsolved...cos its hard to solved it...can u imagine the gerl u reali2 care juz avoid u juz like dat without saeing ani reason???its hurtful man...i mena i care for her for the past 4 yrs...but she avoid me in the laz yr...i was kinda shocked, angry and sad...wads the reason u juz avoid me???ive been tinking bout u mostly...cos deres no wae i can ever tok to u...wenever i kol u, u wont pick up...wenever i sms, u never reply...wenever i wan to c u, u werent dere...i feel like my heart is reali broken to pieces...i can still remember the memories like it was yest...i were ure god brother...and u sounded me...not me sounded u...haha...den we were chat, sms, kol each other frm late nite till wee hours in the morning...i will always enjoy dat everi single dae wid u...cos its the happiest dae of my life...but tings turn out hand...wen i was cloz to other gerls u started avoiding me...so it will cum to y???y ure avoiding me???if u dun me to b cloz to other gerls den i will...for u i will even clim a mountain...dis is a promise...i dun wan to lose u animore...i care more about u...u remember the tyme wen u have stead prob???i help didnt i???i make u hapie wen u were sad...haies.,..nutin to sae about u rite nw...juz want u to cum back to me...dats wad i wan...
Raimi Bte Ramdan14 June 199016 Yrs OldYio Chu Kang Sec
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
Wads wrong wid u fcukin pple!!!slit wrist arhx...wad the fcuk u tryin to sae???u rather die???den b alive???fcuk u i sae...dun u noe god make u for a reason....u stupid fool...tryin to make urself hapie by slittin ur own hand...have u gt no life...i tink ure life is boring...u wanna try supid stuff...how bout we rob a bank???dats beta...den we b rich...or we steal a police man revolver and let see he call the police team..den u shoot one of them and let them see they shoot u on the head...dats will b kewl...y??u all dun dare...haiyah kental arhx lu semua mau potong kulit...kau berak kulit potong taik pe...bodoh sak...those u disagree wid me den its ure freakin prob...u rather slit bcos of problem...does dat make sense???will the prob go awae???can sumone tell me???haiyah...or are u juz thought dat wid dis...everitin will b rite back like it started...haha...u all make me lauf wid ure stupidity...wad religion teach dis???the future is goin to b havoc...more pple are bein foolish of themselves...no more pride...no more respect...deres nutin...and u pple are doin stuff for the person u love, do it wid sincerity...use ure common sense...u tink ur loved ones will like wad u did to urself???tink bout it...u tink its all kewl...but i can sae dis are all bullshit...fcukin shit...
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Well wad can i sae...the chalet frm 15 Sept - 17 Sept was great...haha...serious siah...i was like cant slip bcos of dis...so hapie...too xcited...den at arnd 1030 i wen to have a haircut...get a new look...
This is wad i get...a boi whom came back frm army...haha...dun noe y but i wan to make my hair short...cos Singapore is hot...feel uncomfortable siah long hair...i dunnoe how emo pple can tahan...afta haircut wen to mit raudah n kathi...den took 88 frm amk to pasir ris...haha...kecoh siah in the bus...den wanted to mit others at pasir ris den dey sae dey reach olreadi...so nehmind...reach at the costa sands pasir ris chalet, we walk all arnd to find the bloody room... haha...den skali it was near siah...chibai...haha...den reach so the malay guis playin ps2...haha....the chinese relaxing...straight go dere wan to plae soccer challenge them match...won and lose...haha...furz nite was okie...tok stupid stuff...wen to changi pick satay...raudah, hidzir and amirul wen to follow...reach dere we sit2 tok2 while waiting for the satay...haha...we plae stupid song siah goin to changi...teriyaki bois larh, alot arhx...those irritating song...den at arnd 1-2am...we wen to pasir ris park wid the malay guis to bbq our own selves...thought of catchin crab but the water to high arhx...haiyah...so sad...den we plae guitar, sing song, tok shit...gossip abit oso gt...juz to kill tyme...den afta bbqin, wen wen to the batu2 to chill...anwar dah KO dulu siah...stupid...sae nak taunt dun wan sleep...den he slip...idiot...we wen back to chalet arnd 7 like dat cos we shld conquer the bed arnd 7...reach the chinese fellas is still aslip...alermak...nehmind we waited for awhile den the wake up and den we take thier shift...cos they sae wanna go swimming...haha...or was it go theme park...nehmind both same juz get out frm the chalet room...den izzart and hidz wen back hme for awhile...den i amirul adn anwar slip siah...until arnd 12 like dat...den wen i woke up, saw kathi playin soccer...arnd 1-2pm we wen slippin the four of us...afta swimming arnd 3...we go back chalet adn bath...den we plae pool...we plae until each person was like cant stop playing...well i won the match between anwar, amirul and kathi...haha...i was crown the champion...den arnd 7 we wen back frm the pool place to chalet...haha...the bbq has started...haha...den me was the iron chef of the dae...so hapie siah...pple give good comment on my bbqin...wow...so hapie siah...we ate and tok...until arnd 12...den raudah adn naz haben go hme yet...so we ask them to tag along to pasir ris...so dat to kill tyme...furz wanted to go to Red House...den anwar mcm takut...alermak...den nehmind...we wan to cill at pasir ris den anwar wan to go to the swamp...chibai red house scared den swamp nt scared...idiot...den we walk2 to the other side of pasir ris...we chit caht siah... lauf like hell about stupid stuff...haha...fun arhx...abeh sblum nak g swamp, satu keluarga makcik nie kasi kiter makan and air...waaah... baik ati seh tu makcik...TIMA KACEH MAKCIK!!!den we arnd 5 we wen back to chalet...den reach arnd 6...i slip on the floor siah....chibai...sakit sak angun lepas tu...where can tahan...no pillow or blanket...waah...fuckin cold siah...cos no more space on the bed...arnd 930 iw ake up dne go bath...the malay guis still slippin...iw ake up furz siah...den we check out arnd 11...afta dat we wen to plae pool again...wid hidz, anwar, zart and amirul..and again i win...i was crown champion...afta dat wen to find food...den at downtown east the food centre haben open...terpakse g pasir ris white sand go eat at thier food court...haies...arnd 245 we separated...i took bus 88 wid amirul and anwar...den i slip the whole journey to my hme siah...den afta dat thought of updating but too tired...well dis is it about my chalet...kinda borin i noe... but lazy to write long2 arhx... lata wanna read hard...
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Raimi Bte Ramdan
