Thursday, October 19, 2006
no change in my life...still gt the fcukin idiotic feeling...waah...i reali like depression...cos it make me tink wad the fcuk do pple wan frm me...fcuk off wid my life...i dun fcukin care bout pple...u tink im fcuked rite nw???well yesh i am...im fcuk up wid everitin rite nw...dun care bout my frens too...cos frens may fcuked u up too...no1 for me to fcuking trust...life is so fcukin unfair...well wad to do...i was fcukin fated for dis type of life...gerls oso fcuk siah...love them so fcukin much...but dey give u fcukin shit...im so fcukin pissed off...gt no1 to turn to...serious siah...im reali2 depress...i dun nid a anti depressant...i nid sum1 can trust....i wan sumone whom i noe i can fcukin share my burden...but to no fcukin avail...even my cloz fren bcame my NORMAL FCUKIN FREN!!!ure nt the cloz fren i sued to noe...u fcukin dun noe bout me...y does tings turn the other wae???y am i fated for dis type of frens???fcuk care bout my life arhx...i would cut my wrist...ARGH!!!!well i have kept enough of tings in my mind...but deres no1 whom can see it...deres a tear behind every smile...Raimi...i nid u rite nw...if onlie u can giv me ure advice...ARGH!!!!Zubaidah...i noe u sad...but i will try to make u hapie...Every promise i make to all of my treasured people will i kip it...wen a promise is made, i shall nt break it...if u fcukin frens wan me to b hapie, dont...i dun wan to b force to b hapie...i juz nid sumone whom i can trust!!!now wad i can fcukin do is b fcukin independent...dats wad i wan to fcukin do...
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